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I don't update this anymore.
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[19 Nov 2002|07:22pm] |
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...I signed up for the track team! I really want to get in. Though I was late for applying, the coach still gave me those doctor papers that the doctor signs to say its okay to run and stuff. I REALLY hope that he'll accept the papers on Monday because during the weekend is the only time I can get the doctor's signature and all. Now, the problem. I'm not fond of running. I know it's stupid, but though I CAN jog a mile and be in one piece, I don't enjoy it. But if I do get in, I guess it'll help build my endurance. Ack, I'm blabbering...I WANT TO GET IN!
You know what was funny. During tenth period, I was walking down the stairs, and I see this poster that said "Join the GSA!" Here I am thinking to myself, WTF is the GSA?! So I look closer at the fine print at it stands for "Gay Straight Alliance." I go to myself and say Ohh. The minute I think to my self, a bunch of cute guys see me looking at this poster...I was a bit embarrassed. They were cute.
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[17 Nov 2002|11:14am] |
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Happy birthday luis. sorry i was a day late, but i was busy yesterday and i could use the comp or the phone.
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[15 Nov 2002|09:55pm] |
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I swear if I hear another comment about me or my looks, I'm gonna kill someone.
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[12 Nov 2002|09:23pm] |
Wow, these quiz's questions had answers and could actually relate to!
my self-esteem is LOW.
how do you measure up? find out, courtesy of emily. on the esteem-o-meter, you're in the red.
well. you're sad. your self-esteem is low. go cheer up. you probably don't suck THAT much.
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[09 Nov 2002|05:56pm] |
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Wow, today was pretty uneventful. I saw "The Brave Little Toaster." and "Toy Story 2" on TV. I saw them both before, but no harm in watching it again, right? Then I played KH for the fun of it. I'm trying to beat Sephiroth, but im only level 70. [must....get...to...level...85...] I also beat the Hades Cup. It was easier than I thought. Rock Titan is so easy! I thought it would have been hard since there are friggin 50 battles to fight, and there's Cloud AND Squall to fight against. [Blast it! You can't fight Aeris![Aerith?(not used to saying it that way)] I wanted to kick Aeris' butt!
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| geezus... |
[06 Nov 2002|09:07pm] |
Too many darn retarts on the internet. A few minutes ago I was on ICQ and some ass IM's me, says "hi" and goes: "My name is Linda. What do you think about sex? I love it! Especially strange positions!"
Well, I go" Yeah well, I hate sex, especially with desperate sounding people named Linda. Man, you must be really have no life. Go read a book or something. Even better, write one." Then I signed off. Geezus...
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| I BEAT KINGDOM HEARTS! |
[26 Oct 2002|06:53pm] |
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Yea, I beat it! I really liked the ending and stuff. Pedro mentioned something about a "good" ending an another one. How do I know which one I got?
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[25 Oct 2002|11:06am] |
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I hate it that its my friends that always have to make sacrifices to be with me. I just hate it. I'm the never the one that cuts classes or anything like that. It was always either Dave or Luis. I love you guys for that.
Like today, since it was a half day, my mom said that it was okay to go to Rachel's house. I call her up so that I could stop by my house to drop off my things so that I would have a lot of stuff with me. Well, my mom goes "Well, if you stop by here, I can't let you go out anymore because I don't want you going back and fourth. I'll let you drop off your things if Rachel is here with you." [in other words, she probably doesnt trust me enough to go to her house], Anyway, I ask Rachel if she can stop by my house with me to drop of my book bag. I would only take a second or whatever. Well, Rachel couldn't go because she called up her mom and her mom wants her going straight home. She said it wouldn't be right if she has to bring me home just to get to her house again. That part kinda killed me. [i mean kill the way Holden says it in The Catcher in the Rye] Anyway, I ended up going home with my mom pissed for some reason because she thinks I said "Whatever" on the phone to her...must be hearing things. This is sorta the reason this post came up. Good friends are hard to come by.
I just hate it! I hate it that I can't pay back Luis or Dave, or anyone else for being my friend! It's always my mom thats in the way! SHe's alyways the reason I can't go out. She says that she'd let me go out, if she knows who I'm with. Bullshit. If that were true, I'd be a much happeir person. Even is she DID know who I was with, she'd say no because my only REAL friends here are well, Dave and Luis, and since they're boys, she'll say no.
I wish that I could yell loud enough to open up some other world. I hate it here. I want to be in a place where I can do the impossible. I want to be in a place where I can eat clouds, and where the people there are always nice. Where all my worries were nothing but a dream like this one. But noooo I live in a screwed up world where people like me are looked down on. Geez...
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| p/t night... |
[24 Oct 2002|08:10pm] |
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....went better than I thought. Here are my grades:
English -Mazzella- 75
Global -Lashinsky- 85
Math -Staicu- 80
Science Research -Koeingsberg- 75
Chemistry -Hadjiminas- 80 [thank god!]
Spanish -Karcher- 80
Piano -Walsh- 95 [bless her!]
Weight lifting -Delia- 85
I thought that I was gonna fail Science research, but I didn't. Same with English. Hadjiminas was a helluvalot more nicer than he usually is in class. I asked him if he'd recommend me for honors chemistry, [for me that took a lot of guts] and he said that if I could raise it to a 90, he might. Geezus, a 90...thats tough. But I can do it! And ya know what? He NEARLY smiled! Like when they all shake hands in the end and go "Pleasure" or some junk like that, He actually LOOKED liked he has the ablilty to smile. I was like [GASP!]
My mom was pissed that i got grades in the 70's. Thank god for Walsh with her nice comments about me. She was like "Jane is such a pleasure! I wish I had and entire class of Janes!" That sorta made my mom a little more happier
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| GAH!!! |
[23 Oct 2002|07:37pm] |
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I'm so nervous! Parent-teacher conferences are tomorrow and...GAHHHHH! I'm scared straight! I want my mom and dad to get sick so that they don't have to go! WAAAAHHHHH!
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[12 Oct 2002|07:25pm] |
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I spent most of the day playing Kingdom Hearts. I'm finally up to Hallow Bastion. I just was able to use the white trinity thingie and stuff. And i just have one thing to say :RIKU SHOULD DIE!!! I hate him! He's just so...annoying! I thought he looked funny when he "powered-up" and his clothes changed. It looked like some cheap plastic thing. I was laughing so hard.
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| ha! |
[25 Sep 2002|04:41pm] |
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Well, if you read the papers today, you might have seen this headline: "Stabbing at Queens High school." Guess whoch high school they were talking about? It was mine! HA! A bunch of dudes got jumped and stabbed by a bunch of other guys. Man, I didn't think something like that would happen in my lifetime.
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[24 Sep 2002|04:38pm] |
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that "hummmmm" of the computer. |
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Geezus, school sucks. It sucks even more because well, ask me and I'll tell you if I feel like it. SCHOOL SUCKS! All my classes suck....except gym, I guess....
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| hahaahah |
[23 Sep 2002|12:42pm] |
wasaa you ppl..hah dis b aliceyy. writin in jane'z lil jurnal annoyin the shit outta her =]
peace * mwuuUahz //// ......yeah....ignore what just happened...
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| I GOT KINGDOM HEARTS! |
[19 Sep 2002|03:16pm] |
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Luis you dork, I tried calling you, but no one answered. I waited like 7 rings at exactly 8:54PM. Anyways, like the title says, I got Kingdom Hearts! [at exactly 8:57, my brother ran the stairs and claimed it his. its ours. i paid for half.] GAH! It's sooo cool! The only only thing that bothered me a little was Tidus' and Wakka's voices. They changed it! Wakka sounds like some boot-leg Jamaican dude and my voice is lower than that of Tidus'. I also like Hikaru Utada's song in the intro. I like the intro. I like everything!
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| hmm... |
[11 Sep 2002|08:26pm] |
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19-2000 -- Gorillaz |
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I haven't updated this ol' thing in a while. My chemistry teacher is still mean and I think he doesn't like me. I sorta think he's racist because when like the Chinese kids raise their hands he totally IGNORES them. Other than that, the subject itself is okay. What else...I also think that my science research teacher doesn't like me. When I raise my hand, she calls on the person next to me, or behind me, or in front of me! It ain't fair, I tell you!
Hmm...I don't really know how to say this, but I think I have a crush on someone. I haven't had a crush since the eighth grade, so its kinda weird...
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| I HATE SCHOOL! |
[05 Sep 2002|07:18pm] |
GAWD! I have a feeling that this will be the worst year of my life! Here's my day:
First Period: Gym. Fitness. Noooooo! What we do in this class would be weight lifting and running miles! I don't know if I'll survive so early in the day! [7:15 in the morning]
Second Period: Global History. Nothing much happened here. It's just like last term, I guess.
Third Period: Math. Read above.
Fourth Period: English. Let's see...the teacher seems nice...I hope I don't fail
Fifth Period: Piano one. It's okay. THe teacher is pretty nice too.
Sixth Period: Spanish 2. Soooooooo boring.....
Seventh Period: Science Research. Hmm...we filled out papers that asked stuuf about us.
Eighth period: Chemistry. I HATE THIS CLASS I HATE THE TEACHER! Let me begin with ranting. The teacher slams the door as soon as the late bell rings. He doesn't introduce himself or anything like that. His first words were, and I quote "From now untill January, you will be in hell."... Whoa. This guy eats people like me for breakfast everyday. His rules are even worse. We need a shit load of stuff and we musn't talk unless spoken to. Me must not call out. We must not cheat of fail the entire semester. We can not use the pass to go to the bathroom. We can not leave unless he feels like he wants to let us leave. WHAT AN ASS! THe worse thing is, is that he's also my lab teacher! I DONT LIKE HIM! I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL! I HATE IT!
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